Thursday, September 9, 2010
unstable & stable
I don't wish to have this kind of feeling to enter the examination hall.. Screw everything the last minutes for sure! It's kind of unstable now, goshhhhh! I really dowan to see thing go wrong then worst. It's unexpected, baby.. Because I know I love you. I've been studying for dayssss and keep going for that stupid tuition days after days.. I found out that I've improved my Amaths, thats good for me.. At least I got confident for this one=) 4days keep studying Amaths Amathssss..
This month, september is a BAD month for us!!! Suck! Everything is wrong Wrong WRONG!!
Money cannot buy everything
Money cannot buy trust.. Everything I done, I found that I still couldn't gain your trust, baby... I really tried my very best all because of you.. because I love you.. Somehow i get paranoid easily I dunno how. BUT I know something truly well, all my feelings is all about YOU. Why do I get so tense? Because I CARED! If I don't even care about you for what I bother so much about you? Because I've used to you.. You're something part of me, your feelings affects me! I cared about your actions, and feelings.. It does AFFECT me, baby.. Do you understand this? You're something in me, that's why affect my feelingsssss which you're feeling. I couldn't imagine how can i don't feel how you feel? It's hard.. Because it just forces me to think.. Because I know you well.. Because i loves you a lot.. Because I love you a lot to make me feels how you feel..
Saturday, August 21, 2010
A1, DISTINTION!
Today was kinda busy with my up-coming exams so I didn't get a chance to meet you up=( Shaggg.. But you also never come and meet me hahahahs! Still say miss me so much! You and your nonsense! Bleahss.. Anyway I really miss you so much!!! Next saturday k? I go and find you yea? Remember to wait for me k? I'm so happy being with you, baby.. You're my life. I need you to be happy so i'm able to smile like this^^
Thankyou for being there for me, you're so tiny, I dowan you to get hurt... I'm just simply loves you so much. Please feel it yourself.. O level are really coming and I'm so afraid I need baby's support i dowan anything to happen during this period as you know I will go crazy.. I cannot concentrate well perhaps i might fail my O's.. But I'm certainly sure you're always here for me yea? Promise me nothing will happen within this period let me have a peaceful mind for my O's... Will you? Just to let you know I have dropped my chinese, from now I wont be studying chinese but I will concentrate on other subjects and use the one grade to improve on other subjects..
Jiayou jiayou jiayou to myself!!!!!! I WANT TO GET AN A1, DISTINTION FOR MY POA AND EMATHS!
Thankyou for being there for me, you're so tiny, I dowan you to get hurt... I'm just simply loves you so much. Please feel it yourself.. O level are really coming and I'm so afraid I need baby's support i dowan anything to happen during this period as you know I will go crazy.. I cannot concentrate well perhaps i might fail my O's.. But I'm certainly sure you're always here for me yea? Promise me nothing will happen within this period let me have a peaceful mind for my O's... Will you? Just to let you know I have dropped my chinese, from now I wont be studying chinese but I will concentrate on other subjects and use the one grade to improve on other subjects..
Jiayou jiayou jiayou to myself!!!!!! I WANT TO GET AN A1, DISTINTION FOR MY POA AND EMATHS!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
STUDY HARD FOR THIS LAST ROUTE
Trying to study very very hard for THIS year. I just need you by my side, give me your support your everything let me have a peace mind working on it. I don't want anything bad to happen during this period, Sweety you should know why... Because you're my everything.. Without you being with me, i'm afraid i can't carry on this life..
JIAYOUUU and all the best to me, Seah Lee Kuan. I know i can do it just have to dream and work towards it, i'm sure i'm able to reach my destination.. With *you enjoying my life with me
JIAYOUUU and all the best to me, Seah Lee Kuan. I know i can do it just have to dream and work towards it, i'm sure i'm able to reach my destination.. With *you enjoying my life with me
Monday, June 7, 2010
The precious shot
Baby!!!!! Why are you so careless? Oh my goodness. When I knew that I really don't know how to react you know? I was stunned did you see? It was just like a mountain having volcano and it's floating downwards... Awwww I can't imagine already, my god! My god! Baby! I understand that you can be so calm and tell me not to think so much but you really must understand me this. All is by luck trust me! Just hope that it will come asusual next month orelse I really don't know how are you going to console me, by then you will find me sick. Baby, I'm so scare so afraid you know? Do you scare? I don't like you to said your friends have, your friends like that, your friends like this.. So? Does it means your friends like this and that, you must have it too? Or doing or having the same things like them? Baby! Is different.. Sigh I'm just so scare, hope everything really will be fine
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Nice one!
You and me have gone back to one piece thanks goodness! Thanks for your understanding dear i knew you don't want to treat me this you won't feel much better anyway. You're soft hearted isn't it? Thank you anyway for not being so petty hahahahahahs... I know la k? I know you love me I can feel it k? I love you so much Honey! First HAPPY B'DAY to myself soon, another year older omg! I must know how to think further and grow mature, I don't want to keep stucking here. Being look down by "people" the feeling isn't any good. Wanted to change for a better for you, being a perfect and flawless person in your eyes. Thanks babe for buying me don't know what keychain la hahahas anyway will love it even though i haven't receive. Lol i know you got heart k? Go shopping also will think of me hahahahas! Aiya i know you miss me a lot, me too ok? Anyway after my b'day the day will be our 1st year anniversary!! Hahahas i'm so happy that we are able to reach here actually, 365 days isn't a good journey to go through we have been together for the ups and downs, thanks for being there and your understanding baby, seriously.. I hope to go on for another 365 days and 365 days and...... will you? YA! Definitely we will k? Let put our confident together again i'm certain that we can make it till our destination.
Love Tadpole For Another Year Again! Thank you!
Love Tadpole For Another Year Again! Thank you!